Out of 24hours a day, let’s assign 6hours for sleeping. Health is wealth, so I have to sleep at least 6hrs which is necessary though not the sufficient. But remaining 18 hours is not sufficient for me. These days I am always in rush, always running out of time, running out of responsibilities, running out of contact with friends and family too. Around 6AM is my departure time and around 7PM is my arrival time in home. I am really sorry mom!!! I knew it is an added burden for you to maintain my room. My mom, you never satisfied with servant’s work, so you always involve yourself setting up all the things.
I am trying to find out my weak points in my profession. The major weak points are:
1. Never say like “NO”, “I can’t”, “Its not my Responsibility”, “I Don’t…”
I never say NO in my boss’s order though its out of the scope of my responsibility. Though I do have little knowledge I treated this like I am expert that’s why boss always order to do new things.
2. Weak Time Management but more punctual
Time management in the professional life has vital role. I always tried to finish my work in time but due to overloaded tasks I hardy catch up my time properly. Sometime punctuality may raise problem in Nepalese context. When I go to teach in private engineering college, I always have to wait students to take class. Even in any official meeting where time is fixed but always I would be the first candidate in meeting hall at the proper starting time.
3. Can’t avoid help for others.
I know that I don’t have leisure time to help others on every aspect. But whenever I am requested for the help I never say NO though it might be out of my capacity and no more time to provide to them.
4. Straightness
I never lie, I never wanna lie and always wanna be open. But its not good to be frank and open in case for Nepalese scenario..
Heyeee why don’t you maintain the website of Balkhu (www.tuexam.edu.np)? You are the system engineer.(i am mis incharge!!!)
Why is it poor the site ioe.edu.np? You are the system engineer.
Why did this wireless device not work? You are the system engineer.
Why the campus network always seems to down? You are the system engineer ( i am netwrok engineeer)
Why don’t you maintain the PCs around the labs? You are the system engineer. (i am maintenance operator)
Why don’t you solve my problem, its been 15 days since I can browse the internet but can’t open
hotmail/yahoo mail system.
Babu Ram, why is there traffic congestion in our campus network? (i am network engineer)
Babu Ram, update the dialup account of …… soon. (i am account operator)
Why don’t you provide the antivirus packages? My pc is always infected with virus.
Babu Ram, did you finish the meeting website? (i am web manager)
Babu Ram, please make the registration online soon.
Babu Ram, make invitation letter to all professors and mail them as soon as possible. (i am administrator...)
Babu Ram, why didn’t you take M.Sc. class yesterday evening?
Babu Ram sir, lab time already started, please come to lab.
BaaaBu, whats going on with World Bank Networking? Please estimate the equipments properly and submit as soon as possible.
BaaaBu, are you supervising the site continuously? Follow up the contractors and make them properly working.
Babu ji, did you finish the Networking BOQ of Bank of Kathmandu? If not when will you finish, please its already late.
Babu ji, did you finish the drawaing of networking design of all 9 stories? Please make sure that every point should be in proper position and well documented.
Babu ji, the deadling for the submission of tender documents coming near, please complete in time.
Babu Ram sir, why didn’t you come to take class of this Saturday morning?
These days, such questions always hit me. I am always interested to solve the task. But I don’t know how I am managing the tasks.
Almost spaces of my room is covered with building maps though I am not the architect or civil engineer. But until and unless I have to handle AUTOCAD properly, I need to draw manually the drawing over the hardcopy map.

AUTOCAD 2004!!!!!!! Giving me more tension, how to learn. During my bachelor degree study, I never tried to learn Autocad because I thought it was not necessary for us like computer engineers. But I realized, for professional computer engineers, should have knowledge of every packages. When I started my career in computer networking design with structured and backbone cabling, I realized myself lacking behind the use of AUTOCAD. The architect always provides me the softcofy and requested me to draft my job over there. I am feeling very difficult to play with AUTOCAD though learning slowly..its interesting.
So always work..work and work…….due to lack of time, when shall I have time for refreshment. I like game but it became far from me. Hence I am not happy with myself. So after a long period of time I hardly decided to allocate 30 minutes to write this blog. Please god, help me to avoid my weak points as soon as possible. And I am expecting more my weak points from friends, enemies, and other commentators so that I can improve myself.